Jennifer Lopez Thought She Was “Going to Die” After First Breakup with Ben Affleck

After ending her first engagement to Ben Affleck, Jennifer Lopez was certain her life was over. 'It was the biggest heartbreak of my life.'

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, the pop star reminisced about the first time she and her now-husband almost walked down the aisle and the deep sadness she experienced afterwards. “It was so painful after we broke up,” she confided to Lowe. “Once we called off that wedding 20 years ago, it was the biggest heartbreak of my life. I honestly felt like I was going to die.” She added that the decision, “sent me on a spiral for the next 18 years where I just couldn’t get it right.

And now that Lopez has been reunited with her long lost love, she's ready to put all those big feelings into her music, announcing on Friday that she will be releasing a new album titled. She told Lowe, “We captured me at this moment in time when I was reunited with the love of my life and we decided we were going to be together forever. The whole message of the album is, ‘This love exists. This is a real love.

This isn't the first time the Grammy winner has opened up about just how heart-wrenching her breakup with Affleck was and how important their reunion has been to her life. In

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